Denial

More denial from JS.

JS: No, I didn’t do it
JS: No, I don’t know
JS: No, I accidentally … (eventhough sometimes she really did it on purpose)
JS: No, it … by itself

I’ve noticed that I’ve blog more of the negative side of JS than her positive side. Perhaps I should start paying more attention to the positive things that she have done/said. She can certainly says the darnest thing and make us laugh. It’s just me the bad mummy, didn’t keep in the heart long enough to record down before she has totally forgotten about it.

Separation Anxiety .. No More

For the last 4 schooling days, I’m able to drop JS at the school entrance and let her walk in with her teacher. She even give me a sweet goodbye smile and flying kiss. I’m so proud of her and when I look at her, I have this little sad feeling that my girl has already grown up and she can be independent and won’t need me anymore. Before we realize, she will soon be on her own, and we will have to learn to let go. Such contradicting feeling. During the first 2 months, every morning she will cry once we reached school. I will have to bring her in , and spent about 15 minutes outside the classroom, looking on, and she can really put on a drama with all the cries and asking for kisses and hugs. At that moment, how I dreaded she will be more independent and be joyful like the other kids. Now that she’s overcome the separation anxiety, I am somehow feeling sad.

After she started school , there are a few positive changes in her, even the maid notices it. She’s less cranky, more independent, less moody and certainly more independent.