Dancing “Kaki”

The kids love to dance. JS discovered that by tying a rubber into the box and striking it would make sound, so she happily playing with her invented instrument and singing some silly ole out of tune/no tune song, doing some silly dance together with WH.

WH doing solo dance…

Conception & Pregnancy Journey With WH

After JS’s birth, we started to have family planning. We knew we didnt want a baby too close apart. 2 years apart would be ideal. My grandma and mum said that too close a gap (within 1 year is not good) as we need a year to let our body heal properly. (I don’t know how accurate, maybe just an old wife’s believe). My period returned 5 months after JS’s birth and it became regular. Nevertheless due to my fear for scars and wound, psychological cause makes me developed secondary vaginismus. I self diagnosed after referring my symptom on the net. I dreaded each love making session and tried to avoid it as much as possible. Intimacy session became nightmarish to me. I was too ashame to tell anyone or consult my gynae and I secretly fear that I would never be able to please my hubby again. With that it also became a natural contraception.

瓶颈

学人玩部落格也快五个月了. 这玩意儿是会上隐的.写得兴致勃勃.看到有留言, 就象多了一把堆动力, 但我不知自己是否能持之以恒.

我是个做事容易半途而废的人. 就象当初设网页, 玩MRC, ICQ, 到了最后还是不了了之.每件事, 到了顶峰,都会有滑落的趋向, 会厌. 除了写孩子的事,也无其他话题可写.写孩子太多又有阴忧,担心泄露得太多. 写久了,也会遇见瓶颈, 没话题了.有点担心.如果对周围发生的事有点敏感度和观察力,或许还是会有话题的…..