Sentimental Moment

Last weekend, gone back to parent’s place to collect those old pictures of dad for my mission. Was busy setting up the scanner (we bought the scanner for scanning our wedding photos and after that we have not used it, so I have basically forgotten some very basic scanning function…sucks)  and selecting some nice one to scan…. I’m not even half way through the albums…..

My brother and me used to flip through these albums when we were young, but I guess it has been more than 15 years that these albums has been tucked away ..we had a few good laugh when dad brought out the albums. But when I was alone yesterday, sorting, selecting, scanning and editing the pictures… I feel very sentimental….. a feeling so strong that I don’t know how to describe…. It’s hard to believe that the baby that I seen in the pictures is now a 60 yro old man……

Here’s a few sneak preview….

Also found this picture of my brother…. we have totally forgotten that we have this shot…. my brother’s such a cutie (he’s no longer cutie nor is he a handsome young man…haha!)

 Dad and brother. The photo captured the moment of father and son bonding which is so heart warming. It’s good if I can have a current pic of my dad and bro for comparison….ok…must make a mental note to take of picture of them when I see them the next time…

Sleep Deprived

I haven’t written any new post for 3 days simply because I dont have the time. I wonder why I’m always busier during the beginning of the week and very disoriented. Beside grocerry shopping there seems to be endless things to get organized. All posts here during the weekend till yesterday were schedule posted. Eventhough I did on the PC yesterday, but I didn’t read any of my feeds and didn’t even login to wordpress. That was really a rare thing for me not to do on a weekday. Quickly did a post to wish Hubby Happy Birthday a moment ago but still feel like something missing if I don’t type a new post a day. So now I’m composing this post in a zombie state of mind while waiting for my maid to get ready so we can go to the wet market in town which is about 25mins drive away……

Am very sleepy now…. my patient is wearing thin and I’m in a foul mood actually. Don’t remember being so sleep deprived. I have to drag my heavy feet out of the house to send JS to school. While I was driving, I was actually struggling to keep my eyes open. Teary eyes, heavy eyelids, yawning none stop…..I actually need a toothpick to keep my eyelids open!! Was driving extra slow because I know I’m not as alert as usual, but the slow speed acted up like a lullaby…..It’s tough… and I know why it’s dangerous to drive when one is sleepy….

WH is crying none stop, asking for “nen nen” eventhough he’s feeling much better and has taken his meal and I have breastfed him earlier before he had his breakfast. He had latched on the whole night (can’t remember how many times I got up last night to his cry) and I couldn’t sleep well. I’m evil, I’m not in the mood to give in to him, so more crying in the house that is…the crying sound is making my head spin. We are in the battle now, he’s asking for “nen nen”, me is resisting him, still hold and cuddle him and distract him, but the crying has gone for more than 1/2 hour now. (He’s such a persistant boy)

Sometimes I wish I have no kids…. no somebody that cry for ”nen nen”  none stop, no somebody that call out “mummy mummy” the whole day through….. I wish I could sleep through without any interruption….but I know it’s not possible. The luxury of being able to sleep through without interruption is far bygone. This is parts and puzzles of motherhood that no one mother can escape. The rewarding moments is far more than this little hurdle….. so now I’m going to close my eyes and have a little nap before going out again…..

ps: Coffee doesn’t help to keep me awake…

Lou Kong’s Birthday

It’s hubby’s birthday today!! Haven’t got anything for hub since he said no need and the things I get for him is not up to his standard …maybe will do something more for dinner tonight …

JS announced loud and clear in school today that it’s Daddy’s Birthday.

Anyway…. HAPPY BIRTHDAY LOU KONG!! May there be many many happy returns to you.